A Babysitter

My therapist and husband convinced me that I should ask for an in-home every other Saturday. Or should I say that I gave in? I hope I won’t regret it eventually LOL, if you get what I mean; if he has too much “free time”, he might do something that he should not. But if he wants to have an affair then he doesn’t want me, I just wish that he would admit it to me. OK now about a babysitter, getting an aide so he can have his “free time” I consider it as him getting a babysitter for me and I hate it. I think it is like when parents get a babysitter for their kids so they could go out. I know that I shouldn’t think it that way. I know that he needs his time; but, I still don’t like it. To me, my husband should want to be with me when he is off of work. I guess I am jealous that he can do whatever he wants to and I can’t. I would feel differently if I had friends to hang out or could go somewhere by myself.

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